Dear diary...
I know it's a little late but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! My resolution was to become more reserved. (FAIL!!) And also to make decisions based on logic and not emotions(there's still hope!!)
Lately, Ami and I have been closer and closer...my emotions got a hold of me when my troubles got to me:
1) My dad put his middle finger at me and I miss him.
2) I missed Cassandra...It was my fault I forgot about her(long story...)!!
3) Mom not supporting me speaking Japanese...
4) Being lonely forever...(Because of the stereotype, black women are mean.)
Sometimes I doll myself up, but I don't even know why I do. I mean, it's not like anyone looks(Or maybe I'm not noticing) Chino only watchess Ali anyway. But I'm deciding to give up on him. i mean, if we end up together, will he treat me badly, or bore me to death with his videogame talk?
Nowadays I find myself more into girls than anything. They're better than boys. I think they're harder to find, though. It's worth it. I find myself becoming lonely. Maybe love just doesn't suit me. I'm concentrating on school anyway. I'm going to Japan, anyway. I'll live happily.
L oathesome
Over- used
Violent
Evil
Bums
Over-confident
Yaks (what else qwas I supposed to write? I only thought about "B". *lolz*
Stupid
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