-March 19-, march 20

March 19

My mom made me freakin late telling me to do chores in the morning before school. I was late for drama and we were playing games, I always listened to Sarah and we always lost. She's a SC(super clutz).

I dressed myself innocently. Ami told me that I looked like a nun. "I could transform into a slutty outfit if you want."   She said no, she imagined me being the innocent one in Yuri. I didn't get to ask who the other girl was. I was so flattered.Maybe she likes me? That was shattered when Alex and Ami were holding hands. I tried not to be jealous, I always try shrugging off my jealousy toward Ali but it was no use, she was first to Ami, I'm just second best. I'm tired of being second best.
So I walked away from the table because it frustrated me remembering how Ali and Ami were holding hands, I went to my locker, then They followed me. "What's wrong?" they said.
"Nothing, really!" I didn't want Ali to know I liked Ami, I didn't want Ami to know I was jealous. She came up close. "What's wrong?" She asked out faces are close to each other we could have kissed and we stayed like that but Ali broke us up.
After 3rd period Ami was at my locker holding my arm and rubbing her boobs against it. I kina liked it though. They felt pretty round. I thought about squeezing it but we were in public and yeah...
Also I was glad Miss Yannakis, my English teacher didn't ripost a negative answer tome saying in the mind games about an event in class and that I liked her. I was so happy. Ami was jealous cuz she thought I was crushing on her.
We discussed that Jeremy was hurt over mikni mouse using him to spite me. I was surprised. I understood that she stole him but to spite me? Jerri never liked me, anyway...I was thinking as revenge I hook up with her ex Dylan who she loves and pretend to date each other. Bitchiness from TV really sounded good to me. Would that bother Ami?

March 20

I got into a fight w/ my mom first by asking if I can go to the west Island to work on a project w/ ppl from my school. (I live downtown)She doesnt want me  "GALAVANTING" around town. Then she started bad-talking my dad ansd my granny. I said I had a right to see them but then she wanted to fight me.

She promised that when we moved I'd be able to see Ami more. Lyin Bitch.