Starting today, my sister, Nika and I are starting to fast. She wanted to fast because she said she would feel bad if she didn't. I'm just supporting her. It is torture-- I mean, come on! wake up early (3:30)in the morning to eat then wait until 7:30 in the evening to start eating again. FUCK!!! On the other hand, I see it as an opportunity to lose more of my tummy. I feel really bad about myself lately. My stomach isn't as flat as Ali's. I'm not fat, it's just that at the top of my stomach, it's round. I want to have the attention Ali gets from Toni. So I will do it.
Jeremiah and Ali were all talking dirty and then Toni said something that was so perverted then Jeremiah felt that he had to "kill" him. Toni runs behind me and says, "Kae, Protect me!" then I said, "You never protect me!" In a small voice. I look at him, and I realize that I really love him. Oh my gosh. His Fluffy hair, his body is a little chubby but I don't care. He voice, he walk, everything. Well, not everything. Sometimes he can act egotistical and asshole-ish and annoying, but then I forgive him and I forget. He is a good person. I can't wait to see him again tomorrow, dear diary, and I'll tell you what happened to me last week!
