Dear diary,
i'm sorry for the random topics I keep bringing up but, i just need something to let out my frustration on...
Yeah, so it's lunch time at school right now, I'm still trying to recover from the event that occured yesterday: A fight that led to a stabbing incident.
I'm kind of embarrassed to be a teenager right now. I mean, our reputation as teens are already bad. THIS IS WORSENING IT! ami says that she has no sympathy for him because he's an ass, but I don't think he deserves to be stabbed like that...because he was defending a friend. I'm sure he'll change and see life in a better light. He'll be...different... I guess. The Paparazzi were in front of the school. I was a bit disappointed that there was only one camera. I STILL WANTED TO BE IN IT, THOUGH!!! It was just a rush.
I finally got through 2nd period now. LUNCH!!!
I'm getting over chino once and for all...He seemed nice to me yesterday. Liking him will just make me miserable because...maybe he won't like me in that way.
Wednesday, January 27, 2010
Monday, January 25, 2010
Late notice...yeah...
Dear diary...
I know it's a little late but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! My resolution was to become more reserved. (FAIL!!) And also to make decisions based on logic and not emotions(there's still hope!!)
Lately, Ami and I have been closer and closer...my emotions got a hold of me when my troubles got to me:
1) My dad put his middle finger at me and I miss him.
2) I missed Cassandra...It was my fault I forgot about her(long story...)!!
3) Mom not supporting me speaking Japanese...
4) Being lonely forever...(Because of the stereotype, black women are mean.)
Sometimes I doll myself up, but I don't even know why I do. I mean, it's not like anyone looks(Or maybe I'm not noticing) Chino only watchess Ali anyway. But I'm deciding to give up on him. i mean, if we end up together, will he treat me badly, or bore me to death with his videogame talk?
Nowadays I find myself more into girls than anything. They're better than boys. I think they're harder to find, though. It's worth it. I find myself becoming lonely. Maybe love just doesn't suit me. I'm concentrating on school anyway. I'm going to Japan, anyway. I'll live happily.
L oathesome
Over- used
Violent
Evil
Bums
Over-confident
Yaks (what else qwas I supposed to write? I only thought about "B". *lolz*
Stupid
I know it's a little late but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! My resolution was to become more reserved. (FAIL!!) And also to make decisions based on logic and not emotions(there's still hope!!)
Lately, Ami and I have been closer and closer...my emotions got a hold of me when my troubles got to me:
1) My dad put his middle finger at me and I miss him.
2) I missed Cassandra...It was my fault I forgot about her(long story...)!!
3) Mom not supporting me speaking Japanese...
4) Being lonely forever...(Because of the stereotype, black women are mean.)
Sometimes I doll myself up, but I don't even know why I do. I mean, it's not like anyone looks(Or maybe I'm not noticing) Chino only watchess Ali anyway. But I'm deciding to give up on him. i mean, if we end up together, will he treat me badly, or bore me to death with his videogame talk?
Nowadays I find myself more into girls than anything. They're better than boys. I think they're harder to find, though. It's worth it. I find myself becoming lonely. Maybe love just doesn't suit me. I'm concentrating on school anyway. I'm going to Japan, anyway. I'll live happily.
L oathesome
Over- used
Violent
Evil
Bums
Over-confident
Yaks (what else qwas I supposed to write? I only thought about "B". *lolz*
Stupid
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